So , this week I've been pretty outof it. Just sort a down & I'm starting to feel as if idnt need not near one of these human things in my life, they are starting to become real useless dull& repetitive. None of them is saying anything new& I just see the same in all. Even howard I haven't been feleing him lately& I'm thinking to myself don't do that , because in the end yu will regret. Its just shit is dry& I'm looking forward in my life moving& grooving trying to make something of my life and maybe I feel like I should leave everyone behind. Its starting to bother me that I'm naturally down and easily and extremely emotional. Where do I go from here ?